life s crazy..
it drags at snails speed at tyms n at tyms a wink of eye is all d tym required for things to change, oppurtunities to pass by,hearts to shatter...
broken pieces glued together never replace the original one though we prefer considering it as good as before.. but then tats bcoz v r strange ppl in a strange world...

Is it a new beginning or is it d pavement to a newer and stronger disappointment???

A new thing has come my way.......

The anna univ rank list is published.... my rank 179.......

still loads of confusion... no clear idea if its dept wise or as a whole.......

And so yet again i m confused as to whether its a new ray oh hope or a new disappointmen.............

I Gave my BEST

I know dey were not better than me. i believe dey still are not better than me... but den why is my life in a lurch whilst dere's on top of d world..........

I hv always taken my best shot at life. always did d best I could.. but still He never thot i was deserving.....

In dat case the saying" you may not get wat u desire but u wud always get wat u deserve " doesnt hold true for me.........

N den miracles........ i believe in dem bcoz i hv seen ppl hving dem in dere lives... a sudden, unexpected transformation.. but y don i get a taste of it sum day????????? y does my life always changes for d worst??????????

Y M I D 'doomed'???????

ever since i remember i hv had unexpected misfortunes, d wildest mishaps, d rarest troubles n God knows wat all...

N as far as i know i m not a sinner of d highest caliber bcoz according to my mom's teachings God punishes only d 'sinners'... n i m kinda gud gal.. i try my maxim not to fight vth mom , i try n obey mom vth d minimal frowning, i don trouble my brothers a lot n oblige dem vth d remote or computer most of d tyms... ok.. atl east sum of d tyms... but still i hv nthng gng right for me...

Every decision i tk is d wrong one... every tym i choose one path over d other i go fall strght into d ditch... but den i don hv d luxury of exotic choices either.. its like choose between d devil n d sea!!!

I m but inclined to think tat i m doomed.......... hope God jst sees d nice gud gal in me soon n saves me frm becoming one big loser...

finally... i got my blog ....

I don know how or wen i started fancying d idea of hvng my blog bcoz i m not d type who goes around expressing d deepest of my thots but den i believe its tym tat i unbottle all my compressed emotions , share dem atleast vth myself, throw away d superficial " I am brave " look and face my deepest n darkest fear n finally defeat dem....